Des-xpressions

Can I be real with you? Can I draw the curtains let you see right through without saying we're through? Can I come out of the closet open the doors wide without looking at me like I died? Can I tear this veil so you can see where I ail without choosing to bail? Can I  take off this mask so you can see what's true without asking "who are you?" Can I be real with you? Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.9

If we launch the ball and play, to have fun come what may, a little competition, not wanting to tie, but no excuse to cheat and lie, no manipulation no tilt, but if I slip and am found with guilt, I'll be keen to find a way, to hit those targets and ramps for a replay, and if I learn how and play well, to hit the special that you ring that bell, we would play on and on, I won't let the ball drain or drop, but if I do lose I can only hope, I'll be that unforgetable dame, and make it to your heart's hall of fame. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.9

I ache to share the truth, That am not as strong as i seem, That my soul radiates no beem, That my heart is tattered and torn, That my days are filled with silent scorn, That my night are sad and sleepless, That my hands that held are weary and worn out, That my my back bleeds out, That my mind knows no peace, That my life is bleek with no bliss, That something is  going a miss, That you're gone without even a kiss. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.9

When i was just a mess Deserving way less But you still thought onward you'd press You thought i was to die for When nobody sought to know the real me And even if they did they'd reject me Yet You already knew me and still loved me When i sneered and spat on your unconditional love Sought the mirage kind of love You stood on your word, your love and died to have When i inadequately define your love in my mind Convince myself how i'm too lost to find You say how great your love is none to comprehend not even the greatest mind When i think i've had all the love i could possibly get But quickly realise that void aint full and it eats me up You built me such that nothing but ur love can fill it up. When the whole world helps me beat myself down And i cry these insecurities to drown You still thought "my beloved, for you even my life i let down". Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.6

Disarmed by the love i felt, Unarmed with no distrust felt, No vest to guard the treasure in my chest, You had a clear shot, Close range you couldnt miss, You didnt hestitate to take out this bliss, Locked and loaded you aimed, My love for you had me blinded, incapacitated, maimed, It was shoot to kill... The heart that beat for you stopped... You died in my heart. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.6

is it wrong? to want to taste the lips of another, to touch n be touched unlike a brother, to secretly savour each other? is it wrong to gaze oh so wantingly, to "accidentally" touch so restrainously, to paint pictures so vividly, to be tempted to throw care to the wind n relate recklessly. is it wrong to hear n read btwn the lines and words, to share secrets not known not even by the birds, to code a mile into several yards is it wrong to close out the world, of our passion not utter a word, to kill our hunger we hide in the closet, and clean up this crime of passion felt, is it wrong to have and keep our dirty little secret? Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.6

It was just a thought that they knowingly gave that they hurtfully preached you, not I  it in. It was just a thought that was like a dead swan flying by that you opened one eye to you, not I kept it in. It was just a thought that description of chaotic pleasure that they slipped to you you, not I took it in. It was just a thought that you forcefully fed me that you had ferociously forget against you, not I gave in. It was just a thought that you firmly fixed that you rooted deep you, not I held it in. It was just a thought that we carried out under your command you, not I acted out. It was just a thought would have remained a thought you had to look and made me too you, not I are guilty.

Will you forget me...? when my eyes can see no more when I can only feel what I see no more feel where others can see no more. Will you forget me...? when my ears are all closed when you speak and don't think I hear when only weary winds bring your words near. Will you forget me...? when my familiar scent disappears when similar blows and no memory reappears when you can be unmoved, no cheers, no fears. Will you forget me...? when my mouth is shut when all you hear are words of my heart saying what I did and would say. Will you forget me...? when hearty gifts I can no longer give when these wide open arms leave when hugs I can no longer give. Will you forget me...? when am long out of sight when all I was becomes just a flash of light when my immeasurable has a chance to shine bright. Will you forget me...? when I cease to be and leave just a picture when my picture soon becomes just a signature when only your heart harbors my life's signature....

When all I had was my crew We sailed in the same boat on the immediate waters we knew You were my lighthouse When I couldn't see past the storms that surpassed my might You shone your faint light You were my lighthouse When I saw short range and thought I was right I was reminded we see the same just different height You were my lighthouse When the storm came threatening to crush me You lit your light in shared hope I'll make it through You were my lighthouse When the dark nights tempted me to go off course Your light remained my burning reminder to stay on course You were my lighthouse When you saw the pirate move in to attack You signaled me to safety with this Morse code You were my lighthouse When I was running from my monsters of the sea I trusted you had my back, you would be my fortress You were my lighthouse In my sea of life I row from shore to shore With the unpredictable waves I still see your light even when faint You are my lightho...