HIS BELOVED

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When i was just a mess
Deserving way less
But you still thought onward you'd press
You thought i was to die for

When nobody sought to know the real me
And even if they did they'd reject me
Yet You already knew me and still loved me

When i sneered and spat on your unconditional love
Sought the mirage kind of love
You stood on your word, your love and died to have

When i inadequately define your love in my mind
Convince myself how i'm too lost to find
You say how great your love is none to comprehend not even the greatest mind

When i think i've had all the love i could possibly get
But quickly realise that void aint full and it eats me up
You built me such that nothing but ur love can fill it up.

When the whole world helps me beat myself down
And i cry these insecurities to drown
You still thought "my beloved, for you even my life i let down".

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