Des-xpressions

When i was just a mess Deserving way less But you still thought onward you'd press You thought i was to die for When nobody sought to know the real me And even if they did they'd reject me Yet You already knew me and still loved me When i sneered and spat on your unconditional love Sought the mirage kind of love You stood on your word, your love and died to have When i inadequately define your love in my mind Convince myself how i'm too lost to find You say how great your love is none to comprehend not even the greatest mind When i think i've had all the love i could possibly get But quickly realise that void aint full and it eats me up You built me such that nothing but ur love can fill it up. When the whole world helps me beat myself down And i cry these insecurities to drown You still thought "my beloved, for you even my life i let down". Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.6

Disarmed by the love i felt, Unarmed with no distrust felt, No vest to guard the treasure in my chest, You had a clear shot, Close range you couldnt miss, You didnt hestitate to take out this bliss, Locked and loaded you aimed, My love for you had me blinded, incapacitated, maimed, It was shoot to kill... The heart that beat for you stopped... You died in my heart. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.6